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Name: Jeff
Country: United States
State: Utah
Metro: Provo
Birthday: 7/6/1983
Gender: Male
Interests: Sports, movies, girls, some video games, music, being everyone's friend, girls, the White Sox, and being Mormon.
Expertise: Sports randomness, singing, acting, movie trivia, computer junk, etc... Really, I'm just about an expert in everything I do, except for dating girls. Not quite an expert at that yet.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Information Systems
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AIM:  JeffRsnbgh
MSN: LDS_Boy@hotmail.com
Member Since:
2/4/2005
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| Hey guys.
I've decided to transfer myself to a more "Adult" blog (as my friend Becki calls it, though you have to be careful when you use "Adult" as a modifier). Here's the link: http://jeffrsnbgh.blogspot.com
Feel free to jump over there. I think there is an RSS feed or something so you can keep updated with posts. If you don't find the RSS feed, make a comment on one of my posts and I'll look into what I need to do to set it up.
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| I hate grading, and I have something like 200 finals to grade. It stinks
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| Not a ton to report, just trying to figure out how to make sense of a lot of things.
School is good, but I have no clue what is going on with our final INTEX project. My group has just kinda gone out and started doing a bunch of junk without really figuring out who will do what. Brian has apparently accepted a million different jobs, none of which I knew about. Landry really only has one responsibility, but it's a big one and taking forever. Phil is doing something.... :) I think he's working on the User's Manual or whatever, but I'm not entirely sure since I haven't seen anything yet. And as for me, I've got some stuff to do, but I'll need help from the others cause I will need their expertise at this point.
On a more successful note, I should be making bank this summer. I am doing research for Dr. Dean, and I just interviewed w/ Dr. McKell to TA one of his classes this summer. That means 35-40 hrs. a week at $12/hr. SWEET! :) I can handle making some sweet moolah this summer! Mmhmm, yes I can!
I really don't have much else to say. No one else has really caught my eye, so I haven't even bothered pursuing any young women the last little while. I'll keep you updated.
Oh, btw, don't take my posts too seriously... :) Mom read the last one and thought I was pretty messed up, which isn't quite the case. I had to make light of the situation to help myself move on.
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| I'm surviving. School is finally finishing up, and I'm trying to make it to the end safely.
Katie and I broke up. I'm not very happy about it, and the prospect of having to go on more first dates ruins my year. I hate dating, with a passion... Well, not dating as a whole, but the first and second date stuff where you don't know what's going on and you're just trying to have fun.
I hate finding girls too. I know I'm not very attractive, and so that alone makes finding a girl a lot harder. Yeah, I tell myself, "I don't want a girl who cares too much about how I look," but let's be honest: most girls do, at least at first. Though I want a girl to like me for me, I understand that in the initial steps, I have to be attractive to them in a more shallow way. It's just how the system works.
First dates also require all the "getting to know you" junk. Maybe I'm a bad conversationalist (actually, I'm convinced I am), but I hate this stuff and I never know what to say. It always ends up sounding really superficial and boring. The best part is that these conversations provide the means for which I will be judged for time and all eternity. Girls may say they don't do this, but yes they do. Deny it all you want, but I know you do it. How do I know? Well, how many of my friends and I ever get second dates after what was considered a successful first date? If you both have fun on the first date, it probably warrents a second, cause did you REALLY get to know them THAT well on the first one? *Hint: No*
The other problem I have is that there really aren't that many girls around here that appeal to me. Yeah, I find cute ones everywhere, but I don't care that much about being super cute. Katie became the most beautiful girl in the world to me, but it wasn't because she has a model's body and a cover-girl face. At least in my circle of acquaintances, I know plenty of model type girls who make me sick, and not enough of the wholesome, cute, and REAL girls that I admire. I saw this music video by Pink (I know, I'm lame) where she was ripping on dumb girls and asking what happened to all the girls who want to do something with their lives and be something besides a trophy wife. Though I find Pink to be one of the most rediculous names ever conceived for a pop star, she has a point. What happened to girls who want to be like the guys and be just as good? Where did Paris Hilton and all her rotten clones come from? I dunno where they're made, but apparently their main distribution center is Provo, Utah.
All that being said, I don't want to move past Katie. There's a million reasons, some of which she doesn't even know, but I don't want to do it. Will I do it? Hell yes. Two reasons, I have no other choice and the more I listen to how she loves me but doesn't "love" me the more I want to jump of Bridal Veil Falls. So, yes, I will move on. To whom will I go next? No clue! Yeah, there were girls in the past, but how many did I really like all that much? Not only that, but how many were even that into me? Remember, I'm not that attractive, and as history has taught us, I (along with most normal guys) apparently have at least 2 big personality flaws that send everyone running.
*Author's Note: Yes, I'm being harsh on myself. It is mostly for the humor, and partly because it motivates me to do something about it.*
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| "First of all, I'd like to thank the masses for all of the wonderful comments you've made! I really appreciate the love and support. I'd like to thank my iPod for always being there when I need him, and I really need to thank my car for being so reliable and great; don't worry, we'll get your spark plugs checked soon!"
If you couldn't catch the sarcastic message make sure you watch a little more Seinfeld to get your sarcasm skillz up to par. :)
Not a lot of *new* to report. This current milestone we're working on for INTEX hasn't been bad at all. I've actually been really relaxed and feeling good about getting everything done. I still need to debug through my code, but as of right now it should be working. I'm just frustrated with having to create all sorts of dummy records that really aren't worth anything and that will be someone tedious to construct. Ugh, and I just thought of something I didn't fix in my code... I have a security hole that needs to be fixed... ergh! I'll fix it tonight.
Everything with Katie is great, I just miss seeing her during the week. She's such a hardcore studier that it's hard to get her free during the week. She's a lucky girl, that's for sure. I've never even thought about spoiling someone as much as I've spoiled her, so I hope she appreciates it. 
I should probably get going. I've got a lab tonight, an ASM meeting and then I need to finish grading some tests so I can get them to students next week. Oh, and the grades on these tests... WOW! Some of these kids are doing ok, but the majority are BOMBING this thing... Holy Cow!
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